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[ December 31st, 2007 @ 10:26pm ] This is the absolute WORST New Years Ever in my entire life! I stayed home by myself, with the exception of Nala and Alice and rung in the new year with some tears. Hopefully this wont signal how the REST of 2008 will pan out :'( Leave; Your; Mark

[ December 28th, 2007 @ 8:58am ] The holidays left me kind of disappointed. I mean, yes, I got wonderful gifts and spent time with my family and boyfriend and that was all very good, Im not complaining about that. But for some reason, lately I havent felt like its been christmas for the past couple of years. I miss the excitement I used to feel during the holidays, the happiness and the anticipation. This year, we didnt put up a christmas tree like usual. My mother put out this tiny plastic christmas tree and perched it on a plant stand. Our presents were held in shopping bags on our dining room chairs. It was just, definately not christmas like. Im trying hard to believe its just the fact that Im very picky about how I like my holidays, and that I havent just outgrown christmas. Because I know a couple of people like that, and I dont ever, EVER want to turn out like that. Its not only christmas either, its every other holiday. Everything is just blah, and my family tells me its because we're too old for anything anymore. I keep thinking to myself, so just because we've gotten older, we've totally deserted the traditions we've grown up with? The things we've looked forward to? I find that very strange, and sad. I feel like Im trying to hold on to my childhood, because honestly, if this is how adulthood feels like - empty and blah, then I would rather stay a child. I've learned that if I want something done a certain way, Im going to have to do it myself, for myself, because otherwise, it'll all go to shit. So with that said, goodbye 1; Leave; Your; Mark

[ November 18th, 2007 @ 4:51pm ] [ mood | stressed ] sometimes I feel like dropping this website, mainly because I get so lazy and sidetracked with other things in my life that I dont get to update as much as I would like. But then I feel guilty if I would, so I guess Im sticking with it for a while longer :P Uh... So chris my ex emails me on myspace and asks me if I am interested in seeing him one more time before he leaves to... idk... wherever. He hasnt stated where he's going. And I of course, tell my current boyfriend, because Im a good little girl heh and ask him what he thinks. Like always, he says that its my choice. But I know him, he says that, but he expects me NOT to do it. Im like, you might as well say no! *rolls eyes* So anyways. he says he wants to I guess end things on a positive note. Thats fine, w/e, but what gets me is that he said that if I do want to see him, not to be rude because its uncalled for. Like, yeh, Im going to tell you I'll see you and idk, insult you or something..... *shruggs* So yeh, Im not sure what to think, so Im leaving it for a while while I think. I just find it so funny that he threw my offer of remaining friends in my face and says he doesnt want to be apart of my life, and then emails me occasionally here and there, interrupting it.... The other chris is almost done with his process of becoming a police officer. He only has his second polygraph and then the interview, and if they like him he'll get to start the academy in february! Im so happy and proud of him! I really really do hope that he gets this job, it'll really help us in our life together. My classes for this semester are almost over. I cant wait! But Im also scared. I really need good grades for my classes because nursing school is very competitive. Ive accepted the fact that I might have to apply to out of city or outta state nursing schools if I want to get in.... So I did a survey on saturday about music... easiest money Ive ever made! Yes, even easier than my job lol. Basically we met at the signature gardens banquet hall ( which is where I have decided my wedding reception is going to be - very pretty!), we listened to a couple of seconds of each song, and ranked 1 to 6 wether we liked it or not. We got free lunch and then at the end of the survey, we got 75 bucks just to say wether or not I liked this or that song! best thing EVAR.. I got invited to go with yoly, haydee and abuela to go to Savannah Georgia next weekend!! Im SO STOKED! We're gonna stay at a bed and breakfast and go on a ghost tour! I cant wait! We're going to leave early on friday and come back monday. So yes, prepare yourself for another batch of 400 plus pics haha. So, Im in need of a second job. I called chris's friend miguel and asked if I could have a second job at his store. He said he'll talk to his manager and he'll let me know.. soooo we'll see *crosses fingers* I mean come on, I need to pay off a 3 grand credit card :\ We'll see what happens.. I just bought a camera with my survey money, I cant wait to use it! Im going to have to ask one of my family members if they'll buy me a memory card for my camera as an early christmas present. I just find it funny that the memory card is almost going to be as expensive as the new camera :( Alas, sony likes to screw people... So right now Im reading for my anatomy class tomorrow. I have a test :( anyways, I think its enough for one night. I gotta get back to studying!! nite nite Leave; Your; Mark

[ October 18th, 2007 @ 10:11am ] I wish someone would invent a product that will read people's minds and put theyre words to paper, or in my case, on the screen. I have so many things running through my mind right now that I dont even know where to start. Its like an ocean, words and feelings floating waiting for someone to reach in and cup an idea or a thought in their hands and bring it to life. I didnt think that I was a complicated person, but in moments like this I wonder how I ever have the energy to cope with everything thats going on inside me. Sometimes I think that I've changed so much from who I was before that I dont recognize myself. That goes both ways, good and bad. My classes are taking a long time. Idk I feel like Ive been in the same classes for like months and months now. Ive been feeling this way relating to other things as well, so maybe its just my impatience thats making it so bad. Im volunteering at south miami hospital in the maternity ward this semester. Im super excited and cant wait to start. I took a tuberculosis test on tuesday and I need to come back on monday to have another one done before they can give me an ID badge. I need to buy the uniforms soon. White pants and a pink shirt, hurray. I hope I actually get to interact with the preggies at the hospital lol, seeing as thats what I wanna do when I start nursing. I love my boyfriend. I really do. I want to have his blue eyed babies :P lol On another note, I registered for my classes for next semester.I was waiting from 12 til 4 for my number to come up. I mean imagine, I was number 311 and I walked in while they were calling 101! So yeh, but finally, I got to speak to my favorite there, Joy. She's always nice to me. She managed to get me another class that I wasnt supposed to take which is awesome. She says Im supposed to graduate in another year or so, which Im not too sure Im happy about. I have to write down my left over classes and see how thats going. but basically, I switched my class days from mwf to tuesday and thursdays because I need to work more hours over here. My classes start at 11:15 til 6:45, which is great because I get to sleep in lol. Im so tired... and hungry... But then again, Im always tired and hungry heh. I need to start going to bed earlier, Im such an old fogey. I wish this place had like, a couch or something I could sleep on :( Leave; Your; Mark

Pissed [ September 13th, 2007 @ 9:53am ] ( Fucking Retardedness ) 1; Leave; Your; Mark

I dont wanna work today :( [ August 24th, 2007 @ 10:05am ] Lets pray that these people forget Im here..... Leave; Your; Mark

Nerd Related Happiness! [ August 17th, 2007 @ 10:28am ] Yey!! I bought my books yesterday!! Nevermind the fact that two classes worth of books cost me my entire two weekpaycheck, but hurray!! Im looking forward to taking a look at them and possibly taking down some notes for myself before school starts. I got my Anatomy and Physiology book that came as a package with like five other books/study guides. Also, I got my Nutrition book, but stephanie says that it looks like the online course one so I might not open it til school starts. But I was thinking that since we have different ones for different classes that this was the case, but we'll see. I have such bad allergies that I dont think Im going to survive til tomorrow :( :( :( Leave; Your; Mark

[ August 15th, 2007 @ 1:19pm ] Today is our Seventh Month... Hurraaayyyyyyy!!! Monogamous Relationships are hott LOL (no, I dont know where that came from) Tomorrow Im off to MDC to pay for my classes and perhaps buy some text books, depending on wether I'll have this week's paycheck in by tomorrow.. Im so excited for buying my text books tomorrow, hah, Im such a nerd. I cant wait to get them and start reading them and LEARNING! *siiiggghhh* Wow.. Anyways, cvs as I now found out dont allow anyone making a photo cd. Which sucks ass! I have to find another establishment that can put photos on a CD because if not, it'll mess up my plans for that photo project and right now I cant have that cuz I'll gave a bitch fit....... *sigh* 1; Leave; Your; Mark

Oh the Boredom! [ August 13th, 2007 @ 1:41pm ] God.Help.Me........................................... Leave; Your; Mark

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